Now playing on iTunes: five for fighting; 100 years

as I'm a lazy bastard and in a hurry to write shit, you may notice my post lacking capitalization and/or punctuation. it will not be a regular thing I assure you, I just have a lot to say and less time to say it in.

I'm pretty pissed at myself. yesterday or rather last night Ehlenz invited me over to the hot tub. it's always a good time. except this time was different; Ashley was also inviting her friend Stephanie over. now from the first time I saw her, it's safe to say I developed a little crush on her. well anyhoo, as things work out, we talked for a little bit, then nothing. I was confused; after all, I was told by my 2 friends that Steph shared with them her attraction to me. why, then, is it that when I try to talk to her, I get the cold shoulder? no one quite knows... then tonight more of the same. we share some small talk, then I just get completely blown off. it sucks. I'm receiving so many mixed mesages, it's almost not even worth it. at the same time, I just have this aching desire to be with her.

well that's the gist. the back stories that do nothing but complicate things include her boyfriend who is a narccisistic ass who treats her like crap and an acquaintance of mine that wants to be with her. I just feel horrible. it's time to go to bed.

Now playing on the iPod: agents of good roots; smilin' up the frown

as I'm bored and there's nothing to say.. here is a pointless exercise.


INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold is false.

01. When I was younger, I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana (back in my party days)
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I have acne free skin
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm really, really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
26. I need money right now
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to cornrow
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a Sig. O. in the past
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants
53. I love to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my Xanga
58. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on someone
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex (most of the time, if I'm attracted to him/her)
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs at a party
84. I have made a move on a friend's Sig. O. in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy country music
89. I would die for my best friends
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can ( Y & R, Bold & the Beautiful, ATWT, Guiding Light )
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all (his music)
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I'm happy as of this moment

Labels: web2.0

Now playing on iTunes: Blackstreet "Take Me There"

I'm so awake it really isn't all that funny. It was beyond hot today and yet somehow someone made the decision that the best mode for the air conditioner was 'off'. 85 degrees Fahrenheit in the hizzle? no prob.

Things on my mind currently:

John Fogerty is vastly over-rated. Seriously, just listen to him. His songs are alright, but after hearing them so many times, they just get OLD. I love CCR, but I can only hear 'Fortunate Son' so many times before I want to similtaneously vomit and plug a bullet in my head.

I still love my iPod. Seriously, how can one little device be so damn cool? I just put a grip of mp3's on it and I think my total is at around 23gb. just too cool. that and it's seriously like being in a tight knit community. when I see someone with the trademark white earbuds or navigating the scroll wheel, a smile and/or nod is sometimes exchanged, and occasionally I've switched iPods for a few seconds to see what the other person is listening to.

I really miss Phil Hartman.

the Followers musical happened on Sunday. and Leigh just happened to be there. I know it's been forever but I still like her a lot, and I just wish there was more time to talk to her yesterday. but there was barely enough time to say hi, give her a hug and just look at her for a little bit. sigh. I really suck sometimes.

Labels: ipod, music, personal, weather

Now playing on iTunes: stuff

Approximately 16 years and 2 internet connections later, I've returned to tear some shit up. I had plenty to get angry about, and soon a new post will surface on the Gripe O' the Week!™. But for now, let me bring you up to speed with the behemoth that is the DAWG:

1) someone actually did semi-well at school this semester. I wonder who that was. Oh wait, it was me. I'm now rocking a B average which isn't a huge deal for most people but when you consider the kind of highschool student I was, it's pretty clutch. Yet I'm still taking some ribbing from my buddies (ahem, Nerdle) that I can do better. We'll see, come June 28th.

2) Twins baseball on FSN rocks my socks. No more of that Failure Sports One BS. Dick and Bert are in fine form, but my beloved team is hobbled by injuries!! Stewart, Rivas, Mientkiewicz, Mauer, Punto, Koskie, Guzman, Hunter, LeCroy... the list is much too long. Let's get these boys back into game shape and rocket to the top of the standings.

3) yep, I'm still employed by Ultimate Electronics. For now.

4) I'm so tantalizingly close to getting an iBook that I'm about ready to piss my pants. Well not really. But I am excited.

That's gonna do it for now. The ol' typin' hand hurts.

Labels: personal, twins